Hot Mess

You're Not Who I Thought You Were Yikes.   Have you ever heard that quote, this isn't exactly how it goes but anyway, that goes you can read the same book twice but its not going to mean the same thing it many to the first time we read it.  Have you ever watched your favorite movie or tv show over again and it just didn't feel the same.  That sucks and it suck even more whens its people.  Realizing someone you were really close with just isn't the same person you thought they were, or there not the person you've known them to be is devastating.  One of my good friends that I used to be very close with I recently got in contact with them agin and they are completely different all the feelings I and for this person act he feelings reciprocated are complexity different.  This conundrum just reminded me that we should really be savoring all of our good memories, because they just might not happen again.  Some people are really only meant to be in one part of you

T. H. I. N. G.          Thinking ,  Hearing ,  Important/Idols ,  Nibbling ,  Getting Thinking This month with the ending of this current semester (and the closer to graduation have gotten) Ive started thinking about the future and the ....real world.  I think  many  of us that are currently in college or university are scared for the  inevitable which is facing the real world.  I am very scared that move I get out if school I won't have a job or will have to do catch up work.  I am working very hard to get all the experience that I possibly can before graduating because as soon as I graduate I want to be able to ge right into the field. Let me know if anoeele has this very real fear and how your coping with it please! Hearing  With the recent festival (Coachella) Ive been listening to many of the stills that perfmoremed there.  My top two at the moment that I've been jamming to are Cardi B and her new album, as well as Post Malone and his new album (woo