!!!!!!!Overwhelming !!!!!!!!!
This is my anxiousness talking, this is me writing mid panic attack. This is me writing because no one else is awake, or responded to my message for help, or they simply don't care. Im overwhelmed. By what you might ask and honestly I could list off many things that don't add up to much but have contributed to so much in my head. Maybe you know this feeling of your life consisting of so many highs that it seems like there needs to be a low. My life as of recently has been so amazing, i have met so many new people but mixed in with all the new people and experiences there gave been certain moments where many people would forget about them but i simply haven't. What i want to walkabout might get me in trouble because of past experiences but I want to say life is to much right now. I wish I could take a step back and let it go on without me but I can't and sometimes I stare at my ceiling and wonder what I can do to make it all go away. No I dont mean I want t